When I Lost You ... I wish I could see you one more time come walking through my door, but I know that is impossible; I will hear your voice no more. I know you can feel my tears and you don't want me to cry, yet, my heart is broken because I can't understand why someone so precious had to die. I pray that God will give me strength and somehow get me through as I struggle with this heartache that came when I lost you.
My Mom would not want me to cry and I can hear her say that bc the night she went to Heaven I had a dream and she told me she was fine and asked why I was crying. I miss you Mommy so much and all the memories of this year and the start of your decline come flooding back and how much you suffered and the horrific nightmare in the ICU!!!